Hello everyone,
Talked to Othello again. Uh, he seemed calmer. I think the angry episode passed. I had a long convo with Emilia and it left me very depressed...she thinks that men are the blame for wives that cheat, but I didn't cheat on Othello! I hope he understands this...I'm only his...I wish though, sometimes...*sigh*.
I'm exhausted though, I cried my eyes out for a while and now I'd like to sleep. I remembered a sad song one of my mother's maids used to sing. All of them are dead now. So sad.
Our wedding sheets are on the bed and I remember the happier days and it makes me sadder. But mostly I'm sleepy...*yawn*....
Well, I'm going to sleep. I hope Othello isn't too mad tonight. After all, he loves me and I love him.
Good night, world.
xoxo
-Desdemona.

Hi everyone,
If only I knew what I've done to displease Othello! He was super pissed off today and I don't quite know why! He called me these horrible names and then stormed out. I could understand the fury behind his words, but not his words. I've never been called those names before, the ones you hear guys calling you on the street and I couldn't UNDERSTAND what he was saying. After he left, I called in Iago, who's always by my master's side, and Iago said that the poor dear was probably just worried about the state and what was going on with the Turks...and I really, really, *really* hope that was it. I seriously couldn't deal with him being that mad at ME. It wouldn't even make sense.
But...anyway, I've asked Emilia to put our wedding sheets on the bed for tonight. I hope I can lure him out of his anger, if you know what I mean.
xoxo
-Desdemona

Hi.
We had a visitor today from Venice; Ludovico. He's a cousin of mine, I like him. But...then Othello hit me. And I don't know what to do. I swear I didn't do anything wrong! I'm just trying to be a good wife and he goes and repays me by HITTING me. I didn't deserve that!! All I did was say I was happy about Cassio's new position. And then he freaking insulted me. I didn't know whether to stay or go! In front of Ludovico, too! Obviously, husbands are the masters of the household and can treat their wives how they see fit, but in private, not make a public spectacle of it!
I don't know if I'm more disappointed in myself or in Othello. I just wish he had berated me privately, for whatever I've done to displease him. I hate that he's angry with me. I don't know what to do and I still can't find the handkerchief. I feel as though that will solve all the problems but I just don't know where I put it...*sigh*. I just...don't know what I'm supposed to do now...Here's a picture of it, though, in case anyone sees it:

-Desdemona

Hey y'all,

People keep asking me why I even decided on helping Cassio...but like, seriously guys I had my reasons! He's really sweet, and poor thing, he's just so...helpless. It's so heartbreaking, you know? And he's honest! He came right to me after Othello demoted him and...again, just 'cause he got drunk, doesn't mean that he's a bad person. He's just a lightweight (which sucks for him) and he really is loyal to Othello! And I just want him to be happy. I want everyone to be happy. I think that Othello and Cassio would be happier with each other than without each other!!

Make sense now?

xoxo

-Desdemona

Hi guys,
Oh my god I can't find my handkerchief. The one with the strawberries that Othello gave me that Othello's mom gave him! I've got NO idea where it is. Emilia and I looked EVERYWHERE, and I thought I dropped it but when I went back to look for it, it wasn't there. Maybe a bird took it away or something. I totally freaked out over it earlier but now I'm feeling much calmer.
Anyway, I really should go tell Othello about it but I think he was having a really bad day because of his job. Work is so difficult for him, poor dear :/ Oh well, I'm sure we'll be fine.

In the meantime, here's a cute little video for y'all, it made me feel better. It's pretty much the most adorable thing ever: 

xoxo,

-Desdemona

Hey guys, so..Othello's been acting weird lately. He's really distant and whenever I try to talk to him about it he just brushes me off and goes to talk to Iago or something. It's really weird, I don't know what to do about it...he said he was sick just a while ago and was really upset and I said I was sorry but he was like "whatever" and walked off...I'm wondering about it. Could it be something to do with Cassio? I was just trying to help with him, because he's a nice guy and he really felt bad about the whole getting drunk thing (and you know, alcohol is a serious decision inhibitor...like we've never been there before! I know I have ;))...could Othello be jealous? I hate saying that and I hate thinking things without KNOWING. Ugh, this sucks.
Anyway I hope you guys are having a better week than I've been having.
xoxo,
-Desdemona

Othello keeps getting distracted...just 'cause he's got a job doesn't mean he's allowed to leave sexy time. #whitegirlproblems

Hi guys...So I know you all know what happened and what's going on and you probably all hate me but...um, let me start out this post by saying I TOTALLY wanted to tell you all earlier but it was supposed to be a *secret* and Othello and I kinda promised each other that we weren't going to tell anybody before we could tell my dad, just 'cause, I know it's really controversial, and..yeah.
Anyway, yes, it's true, I really DO love Othello [Father, I know you're reading this] and he's my husband so I must respect his wishes and be obedient to him and not anyone else! I don't see why this is so difficult for people to understand. Don't be angry, there's a reason people say, "you can't help who you fall in love with".
I just loved his stories. They were beautiful. And then I fell in love with the man who told them, and all the adventures and horrors he's been through.
He's wonderful.
But, on to other things, I'm to go to war with him! Well, not really *war* but to where he's posted, which is fantastic; I'm only allowed to go because the Duke said it was alright, so thank you, Duke :) I didn't want to be too far away from my husband, y'know, 'cause we're newly married and whatnot. So I suppose it'll be like a violent honeymoon?
Alright, I must go pack now!
Until later, xoxo
-Desdemona

Hi everyone! My name is Desdemona and this is my blog :) Hang around and you'll get to see what goes on in my head!